Sometimes I was disappointed with my situation I feel very unworthy in this world I feel very lonely and helpless I feel too weak to do anything I do not deserve to be Your servant and can not do it But I realize that I can not change Your Will I am only human, a creation that must be your light for this world You have chosen me to be your daughter I do not deserve to complain because I am your special creation I must always be grateful and rejoice with what I am experiencing right now I just need to depend completely on You who gave life for me I just need to believe completely in the promises you give to your people Kadang aku kecewa dengan keadaanku Aku merasa sangat tidak pantas ada di dunia ini Aku merasa sangat kesepian dan tak berdaya Aku merasa terlalu lemah untuk melakukan sesuatu Aku tak pantas untuk menjadi pelayan-Mu dan tidak bisa melakukannya Tapi aku menyadari bahwa aku tidak bisa mengubah Kehendak-Mu Aku hanyalah manusi...

Many children Will hate The father who abandon them But I thankful for I've loved my dad  I love him more than anything Even though he abandon me Daddy is everything to me in my life Daddy can never be changed with anyone else Daddy was the best dad ever in this world even though he hurt my heart For me Daddy is the greatest man that I admire, Even though at last he abandon me he is still dad of mine Daddy is everything to me in my life Daddy can never be changed with an everyone in this world. I grew up with him for thirteen years it was not too short for me Because I got a very valuable lesson from Daddy from my childhood I have been trained to serve the Lord with what he did while he was with me Daddy did not leave too much wound in my heart just because he left his family I understand why God let it happen because He knows it's best for my life